how do i stop myself from loving you so? i don't know. it just seems as if whenever i feel so great being around you, something is there to bring me down. man, why do you have to be so handsome? why do you have to be so nice? why do you have to be so nice to me?
please don't think i'm in love with your friend because you're the one i love. a month ago, i seriously thought this feelings were just temporary. one month later, i found out that they're still there, hanging on by a thin thread. as thin as this thread may seem, it's strong. strong enough to give me to courage to tell you. just when i expected this thread to be strong, it broke and thus, you still have no idea that i love you so.
how do i get over you? i'm fighting with a bunch of beauty babes that i will never be able to compare with. as sad as i may sound, it's a fact. there's no where i can get to you, you're just to far away, too far up in the air.
what prevents me from seeing you? the distance that we have. the fact that if it wasn't for a certain activity, we wouldn't have even met, i wouldn't even have redug up this feelings for you and thus, i would have been a calmer person. now, you have once again crashed into my life like a boomerang and i'm just too heavy hearted to throw you away. you're just too beautiful, inside and out.
god, i never thought i would love you so much but i do. i would never call it love if i don't feel it but i do and it's getting the best of me. i need you... with me... now...
how will i ever get over you? only time will tell. only time can reduce this love i have for you... this raging feeling of wanting to talk to you whenver i see you. this raging feeling of wanting to make you laugh so that you'd show off your beautiful smile. this raging feeling of wanting to be near you, feeling your presence and asking myself why in the first place i even set eyes on you.
it was love at first sight. and i curse and swear on why it had to last so long and it had to last so deep. you're such an amazing guy. who wouldn't love you.
i know i have competition, which i would never be able to fight. i know there's no way of winning you, but i still cling to false hopes. i don't know what has gotten into me. i need to get over you.
"i hope we could just be friends." something i really wish i could look you in the eye and tell you. when in my heart, all i wanna say is, "please let us be more than friends."
what is going to happen from tomorrow onwards? back to not seeing you or hearing from you again? i know that feeling is going to torture me... not being able to see you smile, hear you laugh and feel your presence. god, please kill me now...
how am i suppose to get over you? now that i have fallen so so so deep... i don't know... oh god, i really don't know...
whitney. signing out.
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