je vous vois.

this post, honestly, to me is freak hell traumatising -_- even looking for the pictures and choosing them almost killed me. but i thought it would still be a good idea for a post. so note to everyone out there: if you put any of these listed "THINGS" below in front of my face, i swear to god i will PUNCH the hell out of you! no joke :x

and then i'd prolly find a NICE BIG shoulder to cry on. sobsob.

i HATE !

i.e:

cicadas; when i first moved into kuala balai, THERE WERE TONNES OF THESE! always make me scream and shout. hate em! >:|


lizard; they ever drop on my shoulder and dress when i was sitting down before
HATE EM!
note: i know it's not a bug but whatevv! hate em hate em!


grasshopper; if you don't already know, my house area is quite forested and thus, much grasshoppers! big ones small ones green one blue ones black one cute ones!
whatever, hate em all >:/


flies; they're EVERYWHERE! hate em :(


spiders; there used to be one HUGE one in my ex-room, scared the shit hell outta me. searching for this pic was extreme stressful. go google.com and search "spider hell". find a pic with a HUGE spider and MILLIONS of smaller spiders behind it. FREAKING SCARY! don't believe? dare you to do it lor. just IMAGINE it in your ROOM! -shrieks-

last but not least, dragonfly; always got a lot in the freaking classroom. fly around ma head and make everyone else scream. hate em lor! >:(

super random post la even though i did spend time on it. but if you rally want me to rank which bug i hate most, here's it:

1. cicadas
2. lizards
3. spiders
4.dragonfly
5.grasshopper
6. houseflies

lol yeah that's bout it :D
phew. feel so relieve now :)



perfected @ 2211
whi.

this saga of books is a phenomenon in our teen, tween and even adult world today. the way Stephanie Meyer writes has captured the hearts of millions and i am, thankfully, one of the millions. it just fills your head with imaginations and daydreams. you find yourself unconsiously thinking about the scenes through your head over and over again. it's really an amazing saga, don't stop yourself from reading just because you may feel outdated or you see other people reading and you think it's lame or what what. just read it and you'll know why everyone is so hooked and why it's such a good book (Y).

i started reading Twilight around november, i suppose? a friend and relative of mine kept pushing me to read it. i'm not a big fan of buying books from bookstores. usually i would just borrow them from the library and read them once, get it over with and return them. i sort of found that prespective quite wrong later on in life after enjoying and owning really good books like Eragon Inheritance Cycle (can't wait for Book4!) and Harry Potter (sadly, i only own the last book) and My Sister's Keeper (refer to previous post). i really do hope i continue buying books and the funny thing is, i have found bookstores to be quite addictive too :x maybe it's because KB sucks and you don't really have a proper bookstore but whenever i get to go Miri or Bandar, i really want to spend forever in them. sadly, i don't have the time for that either. i believe in taking time to choose the right book that suits your genre. i'm more of a touching-FANTASY-adventure-mystery-ROMANCE-&-family type of book person. if you give me politics and statistics and engineering-for-dummies, you can prolly be in mental preparation to watch me burn them (:

but yes, i started reading Twilight in Nov during our confirmation camp (i'm sure most of you remember i had that book everywhere i went and secretly went and read it in between breaks :x) and i got hooked! i continued by buying book 3, eclipse (i escaped from the hotel just to get it and trust me, people, it was not easy being in a place where nobody knew this saga because it wasn't really that big of a hit yet.), because sadly, book 2, new moon was out of stock ): then i continued on to buying book 4, breaking dawn. towards the end after reading all 3 books, i still had no idea what happened in book2, new moon. didn't bother me though, i was just happy through all the "wind wind rain rain", edward, bella and renesmee lived happily ever after (:

i guess you can say book 2 was the last saga book i read and i found it the most boring out of the 4. it's still a nice book nevertheless, just not as interesting at the other 3. anyways, i didn't like twilight the movie (rob pattinson, you're still quite hot to me and it's because i think the book is better than the movie, as in many other cases), i have a feeling i'm going to really really like new moon The Movie. i'm hoping and praying for the best!

so, here are the posters i promised. i can't seem to really differenciate those which are fanmade and those that might be the real posters so just enjoy them anyways. if they are really fan made and they made it into this post, then prolly they're so good till i can't tell the diff la.

ENJOY, folks!

this one i feel is a little fan-made-ish. oh well, it's nice still (:

a little fan-made-ish as well? (:



-drools-

this is Jane, a vampire from Voluturi who has the gifts of causing illusions of pain. dakota fanning, ey?

bella looks (Y), i have a feeling other than sydney and ashley, kristen is going to be my next big threat :P

this is prolly sam, embry, quil, jared, paul? i don't know which is which :x



SUPER DOOPER DROOLS! -drools-
(note: he's looking more and more like steven strait, no?)

and that's about it from me, folks! hope i have somehow entertained you (:



perfected @ 0511 (yeah, no sleep tonight.)
whi.

‘I walked into this room filled with people. My conscience told me to pick and table and sit down. It felt like I knew them but yet, I couldn’t be sure. As I picked a table, I saw a girl in which I’ve never met before sitting in front of me, I confirmed I knew none of them. In my head, I was pondering about the appearance of my lover. I felt like this was the moment I was going to meet him. I felt my breathing grow faster; my heart skipping with joy.’

‘Being my usual self, I began to introduce myself. Telling everyone around the table my name and how old I was. Surprisingly, they seemed to know me. I, then, began asking questions about my lover. Just as I was in the middle of that particular conversation, I felt someone gave me a big hug from behind. It… how do I put this into words? Felt good. It was big and warm, although it lasted for only 2 seconds, it felt good. My lover said something to me in which I frankly don’t remember but I managed to catch a glimpse of his face. Sadly, I don’t remember that either. All I remembered was that he smelled good, he was tall and dark. Well, I can’t be completely sure about his height because I was still in the sitting position as he began to move away from me towards his friends. From what I could feel, I knew we were in a secure relationship. As he walked away, I felt myself smile from looking at his back and then began engaging myself back into the conversation I was having with the bunch of girls sitting before me.’

‘I began to feel my concentration focusing on his back rather than the conversation I was having with the girls. I guess it was those silly little girl crushes where you met a cute guy and you can’t help it but giggle all day just because you made eye contact. And then, I heard one of the girls talking about my lover. Curiosity flickered in my head as I asked a question. She then whispered to me from across the table, “He was the first and last man I was ever in love with. Till this day, I have yet forgotten about him.” She was in love with my man. I wonder how uncomfortable it made her feel when I was enjoying his warmth just minutes ago. Guilt hit me hard then.’

POOF! then i woke up. it was a tiring dream. made me completely distracted and exhausted in school today. pathetic but true.

perfected @ 15:43

whii.

Somebody's Rose

a day begins with your face
your photo on my phone
the morning's filled with what you've said
but i'm here alone

oh, and by the way i'm not so sure
that i still believe
this is how it has to be
to make a place for me

the time is never right now
the picture's never bright enough to see clearly
i don't know who you are
the question is
is it true you really want me
i'm lost inside my head
spinning round and back and forth until you tell me
and it's not fair to keep me waiting
hey ugly,

if it's not me you're missing
then let me know, i can take it all
'cause this pain is hurting
i can't hold on
if it's not enough to say how you're feeling
if it's her you love
don't lead me on
'cause i do know one thing
i'm gonna be somebody's rose

in the afternoon i fill my time
with too much to do
just anything to keep me from
thinking of you

oh, and how come you're with someone else
somewhere i can't be
you ask me to believe in you
but do you believe in me

the time is never right now
the picture's never bright enough to see clearly
i don't know who you are
the question is
is it true you really want me
i'm lost inside my head
spinning round and back and forth until you tell me
and it's not fair to keep me waiting
hey ugly

if it's not me you're missing
then let me know, i can take it all
'cause this pain is hurting
i can't hold on
if it's not enough to say how you're feeling
if it's her you love
don't lead me on
'cause i do know one thing
i'm gonna be somebody's rose

i'll be somebody's rose

just say how you're feeling
oh, don't lead me on
if it's her you love
don't lead me on
hey ugly

if it's not me you're missing
then let me know, i can take it all
'cause this pain is hurting
i can't hold on
if it's not enough to say how you're feeling
if it's her you love
don't lead me on
'cause i do know one thing
i'm gonna be somebody's rose.

i'll be somebody's rose

just say how you're feeling
if it's not me you're missing
somebody's rose.



perfected @ 22:59
whii.