‘I walked into this room filled with people. My conscience told me to pick and table and sit down. It felt like I knew them but yet, I couldn’t be sure. As I picked a table, I saw a girl in which I’ve never met before sitting in front of me, I confirmed I knew none of them. In my head, I was pondering about the appearance of my lover. I felt like this was the moment I was going to meet him. I felt my breathing grow faster; my heart skipping with joy.’
‘Being my usual self, I began to introduce myself. Telling everyone around the table my name and how old I was. Surprisingly, they seemed to know me. I, then, began asking questions about my lover. Just as I was in the middle of that particular conversation, I felt someone gave me a big hug from behind. It… how do I put this into words? Felt good. It was big and warm, although it lasted for only 2 seconds, it felt good. My lover said something to me in which I frankly don’t remember but I managed to catch a glimpse of his face. Sadly, I don’t remember that either. All I remembered was that he smelled good, he was tall and dark. Well, I can’t be completely sure about his height because I was still in the sitting position as he began to move away from me towards his friends. From what I could feel, I knew we were in a secure relationship. As he walked away, I felt myself smile from looking at his back and then began engaging myself back into the conversation I was having with the bunch of girls sitting before me.’
‘I began to feel my concentration focusing on his back rather than the conversation I was having with the girls. I guess it was those silly little girl crushes where you met a cute guy and you can’t help it but giggle all day just because you made eye contact. And then, I heard one of the girls talking about my lover. Curiosity flickered in my head as I asked a question. She then whispered to me from across the table, “He was the first and last man I was ever in love with. Till this day, I have yet forgotten about him.” She was in love with my man. I wonder how uncomfortable it made her feel when I was enjoying his warmth just minutes ago. Guilt hit me hard then.’
POOF! then i woke up. it was a tiring dream. made me completely distracted and exhausted in school today. pathetic but true.
howdy. the name’s Whitney and welcome to my blog :) i breathe music and live loving my family, friends and most importantly, God. i love reading but i guess that statement is going to make me look dull but then again, i couldn’t care less :) blogging is my personal space where i express how i feel towards life and all the other chingchangwalawalabingbang that comes along with it so feel free to love it or hate it as everybody is entitled to their own opinions. oh yeah, I love making friends too. lmao.
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