when someone punches you in the face
a normal human being would normally retaliate
i, however, would go into the corner or my room and read twilight repeatedly.
I've been hurt beyond repair. It's the type of hurt where you never saw it coming and well basically, there aren't any words for it. So far, only the closest of my closest friends know about this. I feel much better after having a shoulder to lean on. Though, the pain sort of backfired when I had a friend laugh at me today.
I am stupid. I am naive. I am gullible.
I was, am and will always seem to be.
I remember crying due to the end of a relationship. It seems so little compared to what I am going through right now. There are really no words. And to the end, I just really don't care anymore. I need myself to stop caring to protect my heart. If not, death may be the only way to go.
When you've lost your purpose in life.
When you can no longer behold the rationale of your existence.
When everything is crumbling before you.
When you feel like there's no tomorrow.
When you feel like you can't go on.
What's Next?
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