it was a great day today! despite there were a little problems in the morning. but it is still a GREAT day.
i've finally gotten over HIM. seeing his pics and thinking about the silly things ive done for him doesnt hurt that much anymore. i guess i really have moved on. :)
today is of course a wednesday, and wednesday means CCA. :) i love CCAs because i LOVE scrabble. wtf? haha, yup! i love scrabble.
CCA was even better because there was only me, fe and sue. others din come for CCA today, i dont know and dont care why. it went AMAZING.
recently, i've felt like our friendship has slightly grown apart, due to the fact that we're busy with our own private things everyday. it sucks when we meet in school and have nothing much to say. we still lead our lives as it is but for me, there is an invisible barrier when we dont hang out and dont have fun. you cant blame us for growing apart, fact is, ive been busy with badminton and track stuff like hell... i feel bad too that i have neglected them for the past weeks but i know, deep down, i know that they are all feeling it too and keeping it in the shadows because im the only one daring enough to pierce thru someone's heart. :)
so CCA! :) there were only 3 of us in class and some other girls at the side, but we were the only ones taking up the space anyways. we LAUGHED AND LAUGHED AND LAUGHED AND LAUGHED AND LAUGHED AND LAUGHED AND LAUGHED AND LAUGHED :) it was absolutely amazing. and ALSO! we have come up with a new group name :) YAY US! :)
D'LaGGiNx
consisting:
SNORT = me :)
LAME = sue
RETARD = fe
HAHAHAH! i snort sometimes unintentionally when i laugh, sue is always lame, and fe is retarded because sue thinks its cool! haha.
anyways, maybe in my next blog, i'll tok about the conflicts im having with my house.
im getting sleepy and im pretty sure tomolo is another long day. :)
im jus glad that me fe and sue's friendship are still as strong as ever despite all the hardships we've been thru.
and that im finally happily single and i mean it this time :)
whitney. signing out.
haha, unfortunate to say, i'm once again single.
the reason why i even bothered to get into one was because i thought it was going to make all my troubles go away as i thought that he would be there to share everything with me.
apparently, he turned out to be a jerk and it of course, broke off the "SILENT" way.
but indeed, it is over :)
i'm really happy single again.
i was never good at this whole relationship thing.
though, i thought it would be fun to give it a good try.
i honestly think that i tried to put a lot of effort into this one.
and the only thing that upsets me is that, i tried and yet it didn't work out. :)
but yes, i feel very relief.
my chest doesn't feel tight and ready to tear anytime anymore.
i'm happy single.
and i wont ever be so stupid again to change this happiness. :)
so what i'm single, bitches? walao. T_T
whitney. signing out.
yes, i have deleted my old posts.
yes, the girls of chms won first place in interschool badminton.
yes, i'm very proud of my team and i.
yes, i'm thankful for our wonderful coach.
yes, i love badminton.
yes, this sport has mend some brokened friendships.
no, i do not have a boyfriend.
yes, i'm in love.
no, i don't think that i suck in badminton.
yes, i love my team.
no, i wasn't proud or your so called LINCI on the day i went against smsa.
yes, i am always this bitchy.
yes, i am always this straightforward.
no, i rarely am blunt.
and if you don't like me, feel free to fuck off never view this page again. :)
whitney. signing out.
