there are no words for the emotions i'm feeling now.


angry, sad, devastated, rage, heartbroken, dead, are all understatements.

i feel like my heart has been stabbed. literally. it hurts so bad that i can't even cry out. no tears are falling though i want them to so badly. any form. any form at all to be rid of this pain, i'd take it. i've made a run through of my suicide list and the only thing that's stopping me is the fact that i'm a fucking coward.

there will be no bright days ahead. i see nothing but dark clouds.

please, just show me a way to be rid of this pain. i want out. i'm done.

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