i feel like a complete idiot... was it because i don't act desperate like she does? i don't know. it's obvious i don't have a little of your attention anymore and she has it ALL even now that you're not where we are. whatever... i have nothing to say. you know who you are. you know who she is. if you're smart, you'd know why i feel like a complete idiot. being fooled, thinking that maybe you liked me a little more than her. obviously you don't. so, go. go to her. go on. need a hint, friend? friendster. yes, everything starts with it. EVERYTHING ALWAYS DOES. yes, i sense jealousy in me, thats why i need to emo it out. no, i'm not obssessed with you or as in love with you as she is but now i'm wondering if you lied to me in front of my face for the whole time that i've known you. here's to goodbye for the time being. i don't think i'll be able to face you, the face who once i thought was my friend, a close friend, rather, is now the face of a liar.
i don't know what else to say. i wish i could emo a little more but thats all i could come up with. i really don't wanna curse. it's not good.
whitney. unhappily signing out.
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